# She's Not Who She Used To Be *She looks in the mirror and likes what she sees*\ *It's obvious she's not who she used to be*\ *Thought she had her life found out by 14*\ *But isn't it easy to think that, it seems*\ *Thinking it's over just ain't quite her style*\ *"Running, I'm running" she said for a while*\ *Run from her problems, run from mistakes*\ *Run because she doesn't understand things* *She's not a model, she's not a queen*\ *Stressed and depressed, she would look up and scream*\ *Running in circles, she said she was fine*\ *"It'll always be this way" she said with a sigh*\ *That's just who she is, and it won't ever change*\ *She felt like she'd always be looked at as strange*\ *Hiding her gender, hiding her heart*\ *Keeping it secret's the easiest part* *"I'm fed up, I'm stuck, and I've had enough"*\ *She wanted a change, she knew it'd be tough*\ *She took a deep breath and decided to try*\ *She quit her job, outed herself, and then cried*\ *There's no point in trying to live a big lie*\ *There's no point in not even trying to try*\ *She talked to some friends and she knew what to do*\ *"I'll fight for myself, cus it's long overdue"* *She looks in the mirror and likes what she sees*\ *It's obvious she's not who she used to be*\ *The sad, lonely teenager just wanting friends*\ *The stressed, upset college kid hiding her dread*\ *"I know I'm a girl, and I see it right now"*\ *Things line up neatly, and clearer, somehow*\ *That's my big story, that's who you see* \ *I'm glad that I'm not who I used to be*