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# Molded Hearts and Melted Love
*Authors Note: This song/poem has heavy overtones of relationship abuse. Please be aware of that before you read.*
Ive never been the one to think Im waiting on their time\
But days go by Im wondering if theyre really satisfied\
They tell me that that love me, and theyre happy to oblige\
But when I ask for more forgiveness, its too much, I cant deny
I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong\
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song\
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see\
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please
Theyre wonderful, theyre pleasant, and I tell them every day\
They message me on weekdays, other friends must stay away\
When were calling every night I hear their voice just start to fade\
Theyre telling me its fine, and yet I know its not okay
I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong\
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song\
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see\
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please
I want them to be happy, I want them to be pleased\
Why cant I just be perfect? Ill be anything they need\
Since when did love become a game of trying to succeed\
I hate this, every day I cry, I need to be set free
(And yet)\
I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong\
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song\
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see\
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see\
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please
[Epilogue]
(I love you, I just want you to love me... No, please, please say something... No dont leave please just- Im sorry. Im sorry, I shouldnt have said anything, youre right.... Ill stop talking to them... Im sorry, please... Okay. Yes... Alright... I love you.... Are you okay?... I love you... Im sorry... Ill change, please just dont leave me...)