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# 27
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**27**\
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*I used to think that day was just a far off dream for me*\
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*Dreading when I wake because I can't see past next week*\
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*"What's the point of living if I'm just living a lie?"*\
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*Those echoes in my memory are far away tonight*
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**27**\
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*I used to think that I was all alone feeling this pain*\
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*Using words and writing poems to keep up the pace*\
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*Whisper reassurances to myself to feel safe*\
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*Hugging pillows tightly as I'm drifting in this space*
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**27**\
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*Now the railing that I'm safely behind keeps me sane*\
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*I'm not quite the black rose that I pricked, but just the same*\
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*I still can't see past next week, but maybe that's okay*\
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*Maybe in this case my age was not an early grave*
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**27**\
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*Now I use a new name and I wear a different face*\
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*But I'm still the same girl even if I'm less afraid*\
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*Back then I sat on sidelines to watch everyone else live*\
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*And now, for once, it's my turn, I've got something new to give*
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**27**\
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*I don't need to tell myself that I'm not worth living*\
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*I don't need to hold onto my reassurances*\
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*I don't need to feel like if I left no one would care*\
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*I've made it this far and now I'm letting myself live*
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**27**\
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*I'm doing my best and I know that's all I can do* \
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*I know it's enough and I know you will see it, too*\
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*This life is so precious and that's why, now, I can say* \
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*I'm glad that I know that I'll be turning 28*
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*There's no big ending, no big rhyme to close off this chapter* \
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*I'm not ending anything with a bang or a whimper* \
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*Just acknowledging what I've now firmly put behind me*
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This is how it ends \
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This is how it starts \
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I deserve it.
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