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# What do you mean you're not gay, you fucking dated me
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*Waiting on you to blink me to life*\
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*She said I'm her backup [gal] in the end*\
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*I've never been one to pull away*\
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*Say what you like, babe, love drunk in my bed*\
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*It never seemed like I was worth all the fuss*\
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*But if you made up your mind, then who could I trust?*
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*I'm wasting my years on you, babe*\
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*So you can call me your [girl]friend, or friend, anyway*\
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*It was never like you to change*\
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*The way that you view my life*\
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*So fuck off, screw you, I'm fine*
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*I'm just a mess who can't see my fate*\
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*Tell me again how to better serve you*\
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*Writing a post to get out my thoughts*\
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*I'd just be worse off, you told me the truth*\
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*"I just don't see you as a girl," she would try*\
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*And now you won't hear me say "this is my damn life"*
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*I'm wasting my years on you, babe*\
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*So you can call me your [girl]friend, or friend, anyway*\
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*It was never like you to change*\
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*The way that you view my life*\
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*So fuck off, screw you, I'm fine*
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*Tell me I'm not so useful anymore*\
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*You're moving on, and I'm just a bore*\
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*Say it to my face with this faded haze*
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**(spoken, ranting, raw)**\
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Cus let's face it, you wouldn't have the guts to say it sober\
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I'm worth so much more than you ever made me feel like\
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And the thought of you ending it on the note of how bad you feel just makes me angrier\
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It's like you literally never considered my feelings in your own selfish decisions\
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And then you have the fucking nerve to come to me\
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Saying shit like "I feel bad that things ended this way"\
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All while fucking deadnaming me in the process\
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I'm glad that you gave up on me, because I should have done it sooner\
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Oh, and that surgery you told me not to pursue because it would make you sad?\
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Fuck you. I'm getting it. I've needed it. Just leave me the fuck alone\
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Go back to your sad life with your miserable "career" and choke on it\
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You couldn't even make enough change to give yourself happiness\
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Why would I expect you to do so for me?
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*I'm wasting my years on you, babe*\
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*So you can call me your [girl]friend, or friend, anyway*\
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*It was never like you to change*\
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*The way that you view my life*\
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*So fuck off, screw you, I'm fine*\
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Fuck off, screw you, I'm fine.
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