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# Writing Myself Into My Own Grave (“I’ll never be happy”)
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*You should keep your distance*\
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*You should never stay*\
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*You should learn your lesson*\
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*I’m never okay*\
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*I’ll always be wanting*\
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*More than I can say*\
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*Use your fucking head now*\
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*And please stay away*\
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*“I’ll never be happy”*\
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*That’s the simple phrase*\
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*Always pushing boundaries*\
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*Always such a pain*\
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*Writing lines is hopeless*\
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*Just pills to help delay*\
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*You should learn your lesson*\
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*I’m never okay*
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Mhm mhm.\
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**(It’s time for a break)**
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*I’m never satisfied, don’t you think that you’d agree?*\
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*Just a sad, pathetic, hopeless mess with endless strife and grief*\
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*You can say that I’m perfection, you can tell me that you care*\
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*You can say I deserve better, now just let me go from there*\
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*I’m nobody’s posession, no one’s aiming for my pride*\
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*And deserving better never helped me, I think that’s a lie*\
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*Now it’s not about attention, and it’s not about my worth*\
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*It’s not about a partnership I’ll never find on Earth*\
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*It’s the simple fact I’m broken and I’m tearing at the seams*\
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*Try to keep myself together helping other people, see?*
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*I worry about people*\
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*I worry how I’m seen*\
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*I worry what they think of me when I’m not on their screen*\
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*I worry if they think of me at all, just the same*\
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*I wonder if they worry ‘bout me too, when they’re in-game*\
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*I always seem to focus on if everyone’s alright*\
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*I always seem to go to bed and wonder through the night*
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*“Are they okay?”*\
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*“Did they see me?”*\
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*“Am I helping?”*\
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*I’m repeating*
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*I go to bed*\
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*I close my eyes*\
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*Another day*\
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*Another night*
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