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Molded Hearts and Melted Love

Authors Note: This song/poem has heavy overtones of relationship abuse. Please be aware of that before you read.

Ive never been the one to think Im waiting on their time
But days go by Im wondering if theyre really satisfied
They tell me that that love me, and theyre happy to oblige
But when I ask for more forgiveness, its too much, I cant deny

I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please

Theyre wonderful, theyre pleasant, and I tell them every day
They message me on weekdays, other friends must stay away
When were calling every night I hear their voice just start to fade
Theyre telling me its fine, and yet I know its not okay

I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please

I want them to be happy, I want them to be pleased
Why cant I just be perfect? Ill be anything they need
Since when did love become a game of trying to succeed
I hate this, every day I cry, I need to be set free

(And yet)
I let myself believe that Im the one whos done wrong
And I can fix it baby, please, just let me write this little song
All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please

All the problems, all the issues, I can change myself youll see
I can mold myself so maybe youll stop yelling at me, please

[Epilogue]

(I love you, I just want you to love me... No, please, please say something... No dont leave please just- Im sorry. Im sorry, I shouldnt have said anything, youre right.... Ill stop talking to them... Im sorry, please... Okay. Yes... Alright... I love you.... Are you okay?... I love you... Im sorry... Ill change, please just dont leave me...)