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44 lines
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# im on repeat
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*Author's note: Unfortunately, I've lost the audio reading for this.*
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Death is like a memory. Ceaseless, and comforting\
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Knowing things will end has always helped me feel like I'm free\
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I can do what I want, I can say what I feel\
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In the end, I know, I know the end is coming, what's the deal?
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I'm looping,\
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I'm stagnant,\
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Feel like I'm on repeat\
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My heart has got a leak
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I'm writing\
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These lines\
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About my broken dreams\
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About my fucking sheets
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I'm hating\
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my thoughts\
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About my bad streaks\
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About my endless sleep
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break free\
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break free\
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break free\
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break free
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And when the thoughts and my memories come flowing through an endless string\
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I can't stop typing because they never stop they never cease\
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I'm just a stream of consciousness, typing on a digital sheet\
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Some lines they'll never read, a face they'll never see\
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And if this is the end of me then please try to remember me\
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I'm breaking down, I'm broken, but I'm still here and you're seeing me\
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Why can't I stop these bad feelings? I know everyone cares for me
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but all I see\
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when I look at the broken screen\
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are the fears and insecurities
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I'm nothing\
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I'm hopeless\
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I'm looping\
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I'm on repeat |